FREAK!!!
my assignments are still not completed!
wad i refering to are the two that i need to hand in by tmr!

first is the VAF video & wadever shit we gonna do .
second is the 200 words of a picasso 's art work!
how the hell i know wad picasso 's drawing
& the type of printing he did ?!
i dunno how to see , i 'm not a professional artist!
wad crap can i write ?

i got paint marks on my jeans!
but luckily managed to clean them stain marks off . (*PHEW!)

today 's lesson was alright ,
in fact wed's lessons are always alright!
cause same module and also doing photoshop! (*GRINS!)

after lunch , we girls went to get our videos done!
& finally , mine is somehow done ,

just that it's totally a silent video! @.@
i wonder if i wanna add music to it .
BUT worst of all , my video is less than two minutes!!
damn damn sian lah!

after school , helped out with the cscc banner .
cultural did one of the three banners! =)

(*ARGH!!) i cant watch 18 jin bu jin!!! @.@

i should say today's lesson is damn slack!

we watched movie for drawing & then released early!
we had about 3plus hrs of break! @.@
cause audio lesson started one hour later ,

& was another lecturer took over for the one hour! =)

the looooooooong break was sian indeed!
grace , bavani & me actually wanna do our video assignments
but the mini DV tape simply wont let us do!
& since lesson was going on in that lab ,
we gave up and headed to the bizlibrary to kill time!
i borrowed a book!
i very guai hor ? (*LOL!)
no la! is all because of the CRS book review
& so , i borrowed! =)

after school , i had cultural meeting!
i've met new friends! =)
out of 20 , 6 are from setities! cool huh ?
the meeting was alright , we thought of events to organise .
& for the dance competition ,
i'm in the assistant publisher! =)
i help to promote the event with banners , posters , flyers blahh ...
yea! & i'm going to design & design & design .

but i haven even started my DVDE assignment!!! @.@
gonna hurry with my video assignment tmr .
there isnt time left to complete it!

gonna be busy with cscc stuffs ,
& is starting to be filling up my time in sp! =)

i'm damn tired!
& finally , i have a haircut! =)

hua made me wait for her for three hours!!!
cos she had a welfare meeting before we went to have a haircut .
(*ARGH!!) thanks to her ,
np's people came and caught hold of me!
i simply cant escape!
& they started telling me GOD'S WORD!
even when i say i have known about it ,
they still continue saying! =________=
i tired enough okay ?!

we went to Hair & Beauty at jurongwest .
hmms . okay la , not bad! =)

my new hairstyle should be alright . (*hope so!)
maybe gonna buy wax to style it! =)

tiredtired! (*AWWW!)
i think i'm dosing off soon .

tmr i'll be having cultural meeting!
hopefully it will be alright .

Avril Lavigne 's songs are nice! =)
no wonder she is evanyo's idol!

freak! after sooooooo long ,
i finally remember my ear third ear hole!
BUT it's closed now! (*ARGHH!)
probably i wanna go and have my third ear hole pierced again! @.@
why am i soooo forgetful?? =________=

back to school tmr! (*BOOO!!)
i hate monday's last lesson!!! =)

& cutting hair tmr , finally! xD

this morning (midnight) ,
i finally finished filming my short film! (*PHEW!)

today i went to get the video camera & tripod from grace .
woahhh ~ this means i'm going to continue with my filming!
but i'm kind of lazy! @.@
after the filming i still have lots of stuffs to complete!
its all related to the video i filmed
or i should say its all connected .

i still have few assignments uncompleted .
watching pucca & monya 's video clips is such a headache ,
cause you need to notice
small little teeny weeny things　（xiao xi jie)
about the video clips & write about it .

i'm kind of lazy to do CRS - WTG ,
i still dunno wth am i suppose to do!
i know is related to the article we found earlier
but what about it?
simply too lazy to find out! (*GRINS!)

& the 200 words on Picasso's art work!
wad can i write ?! @.@

i'm waiting for the day when i've completed my assignments .
thus , i will be freed!
& also resting time for me! (*Zzz ...)
really cant wait for the day to come ...
is it next friday? i hope so! xD

today went to Singapore Tyler Print Insitute .

i'm suuuuuuper tired!
i really did not have a bedtime
but only have a nap time .
i slept at 5.45am and woke up at 8am ,
what do you think ?
but i did dose off for sometime while doing my work! @.@
as a result , i lost a part of my part! (*ARGHH!)
no choice , re-type the part that was gone!

my mother even entered my room
& said is already morning! =_______=
BOO!! i hate elearning week!
not fun at all!


* lucky the digital collage's deadline is postponed to 8 june!
if not i really dun have to sleep for the whole week! xD
Zzz ...

anthony is such a miracle!! (*HAHA!)
i seldom see him posting in yahoo club
& on 5/22 , he posted a msg into the yahoo club i created for him!
this is wad he posted :

subject : hi all
hi all..
im anthony,謝謝你們支持anyway, hehehe....

but i'm still outdated with his news ,
& havent even bought the jstars' love miracle III album!
sorry anthony! @.@

woke up 6 plus to go back ycss ,
reached around 7.15am at the bus stop ,

farewell to mr hon (he's leaving to da qiao primary as a VP) ,
with a cake ,

with amanda , rachel , gaoge , james , veesheng , uzair & sufiyan .
after that chit chat in school .
around eleven plus with amanda & veesheng
went to jurong point slack / kill time .

after that went dover meet bavani .
she passed me the camera & tripod stand .

damn bulky & heavy!

＊ the bag is DAMN BIG!

i'm prepared for not sleeping tonight!
rushing through my STSB
& also film the short video!
=(

i had a nice bedtime for ytd
i slept at 4.45AM this morning!
cool huh ?!
all thanks to the radio commercial .
woke up at 9plus by grace's sms
but i officially woke up at ard 12PM
but still interupted by sms-es in between .

after this elearning week ,
i'll have a BIG panda eyes! @.@

now i have to rush on my STSB!
proposal & report! (*ARGH!)

i'm lacking of sleep ,
but i hope i wont collaspe!

i'm tired but i cant sleep
as in i've got assignment (radio commercial) to complete
thus , i got to complete asap!
the deadline is tmr!

today went to Sungei Buloh
and fed many mosquitoes!
my blood too sweet huh ?? (*ARGH!)
but have fun taking photos! =)
but i have to say i hate the place!!
(*GOOSEBUMPS!)

i wanna take more photos! xD
but other nice nice places!!

went dinner with my classmates ,
we had hard time deciding wad to eat .
half of my class went back to school and eat
while the rest of us from IMM to jurong entertainment centre ,
finally decided to go pizza hut eat .
spent time waiting for seats as there are 8 people!
finally sat down ,
some hard time dicussing on wad to eat =______=
in the end , have a great meal in pizza hut! =)

after dinner , we went to arcade to play for awhile before leaving for home! =)

and now , i have to rush for my radio commercial! xD

i dun think i'll blog often till i've completed my assignments!
anyway , below are the assignments i've gonna complete .
congrats to me! xD


＊ASSIGNMENTS!

STSB :

- there story ideas
- proposal for one story
- the story ideas/concept
- report
deadline : 24 MAY

DVDE :

- 2 photos taken during the field trip
deadline : dunno when!

- Digital Collage
deadline : 28 MAY

Video & Audio Fundamental :

- One minute radio commercial
deadline : 22 MAY / 3PM

- write a summary of a film 15-30mins
deadline : 25 MAY / 11.59PM

- short film
deadline : 1 JUNE

- 3 pictures of the models that i wanna create
deadline : i dunno when! @.@

＊for the whole e-learning week

CRS :
- typing comments for an issue

OOPM :
- participate in a discussion

＊CLASS FIELD TRIP/OUTING!

- DVDE : 5/21 ＊Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve
- DRAWING : 5/25 ＊STPI


i'm lacking of time! (＊ARGHH!)

weixiao pasta very sweeeeeeet!!
freaking sweeeeet!
zhang dong liang!! xD

＊post for yesterday ;
due to disconnection , i cant post! @.@
(& sorry jiaying and rachel ,
send photos halfway lost ~ )

so i'm now posting yesterday's post! =)

today during character development lesson
we gave kellyn a birthday surprise! =)

＊bavani & kellyn =)

＊kellyn & grace & me! =)

ps. that's the only four girls in my class! xD

i think i'm gonna be stress up during this e-learning week
instead of relaxing / giving myself a break! (＊ARGH!)
i've got sooooo many assignments to do
& almost all the deadlines are next week! (＊WTH!)
i cant enjoy myself instead ,
i have to " enjoy " myself with the assignments!
its really rare to see myself working hard on work! xD

currently watching wei xiao pasta! =)

i've watched ytd's mfbbt .
time flies so fast!
they have already recorded 200 episodes!
& it also means i've watched like near 200 episodes! =)
& they flashed back some jing dian hua mian during the 200 episodes
& i somehow miss the past mfbbt ...

the mfbbt then seemed to be more funnier than now! xD
but i dont mean that its isnt funny now ~
it still makes me laugh like dunno wad! (＊LOL!)

i simply feel tired today!
i slept during the break in school . =)

my STSB assignment is due next thursday (＊5/24)!
& i've got no inspiration for it ,
especially writing short stories that will last for about 2-4mins .
it's like really shoooort story(＊to me)!
wanna write something like my fanfic but cant ,
cos it's like kinda long! (＊ARGHH!)
but still , i have to work on it as soon as possible!
& we still need specially go back school to pass up our assignments! @.@
cos next week is e-learning week ;
thus there isnt a need for us to go school BUT
we will be assigned assignments to complete at home! =___=

thanks to grace ,
i've downloaded a game but i havent played it yet!
it looks fun! =)
however , the downloadings really took me some time! xD
yea! i've got a new entertainment to occupy my boredom! =)

probably i should organise my time well
in order to have my assignment nicely done! =)
i want to show good work! o^_^o


today in school , i saw few cute guys! =)
but is of sooo many weeks of school . =_____=

-taken from karen's blog! =)

This story tells about two friends that were walking through the desert.
At one point during the trip they started arguing and one of the friends hit the other in the face.

The one that had been hit was hurt, but without a further word, wrote down in the sand:
‘TODAY MY BEST FRIEND HIT ME IN THE FACE.'

They carried on walking until they came across an oasis, where they decided to freshen up and bath. But the one that had been hit before got caught in the mud and was about to drown, but the friend saved him.

After he had recovered, he wrote down on a stone:
“TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.”

The friend that had hit his best friend and had then saved him asked:
‘After I hit you, you wrote in the sand and now you are writing on stone, why?'

The other friend answered:

‘When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand so that the wind can forgive us by blowing it away.”

“But when someone does something nice for us, we should engrave it in stone, where no wind can ever blow it away.”

LEARN TO WRITE DOWN YOUR PAIN IN SAND AND TO ENGRAVE THE GOOD EXPERIENCES IN STONE.

storytime! =)
touching story with sweetness & sadness!

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.

Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

today 's lesson was alright ,
in fact , wednesday's lessons are always alright!
but the one isnt alright is ME! (＊HAHA!)
cos i've got no inspiration for my creativity ,
therefore my creativity was like shit!

i needa think for more ideas for my digital collage!
the ideas must be wild!!
Going wild with creativities! xD
& add more ideas to my sketches!!! (＊ARGH!)

from 12-1pm , 93.3 DJ jiahui was at T19 for song dedication!
peifen was supposed to come but dunno why she didnt .
so , while waiting for our turn
to let the lecturer to have his say about our sketches ,
we listened to the song that were being played ,
which included " qian li zhi wai " ! =______=

afternoon went to cscc for the welfare interview with hua & amanda .
i went siao! (＊LOL!) cos i dunno wad to answer!
i wonder if i can make it ~~ (＊wondering...)
i should have said/add on , i gave up evanyo to go for the camp!
& also , i bond fans together! (＊LOL!)
cos i create jiazu mah! xD
overall , it was alright .

ytd 's morning was totally suay!
saw psycho! =______=
(＊ wash eyes!)

during the drawing lesson ,
we did our assignment on the spot!
my drawing is like dunno wad especially my shading!
& i dunno if my drawing is big enough
cos still have alot of empty spaces .
forget it ; it's over!

at night , wheee ~
we were having lots of fun taking photos!
& we ate alot too ; i guess we'll gain weight from the food .
(＊haha!)


＊ YUMMY! =)


＊ME & RACHEL (MUNCH! x3) xD



＊whoas! our dessert (for four person)!
& it's fattening too! HAHA!

darn! i haven even started my audio assignment - radio commercial!
& there will be audio lesson tmr!! (＊ARGHH!)
i've got no idea of wad to write! @.@

& later at night i'll be out!
i guess really good luck & congrats to me! xD
i'm gonna have a "great" night with my writing!
=_____________=

why most of my assignments are on writing ??
it's like writing english essays!
how i wish i can write my assignments in chinese ~ (＊dream on!)

today we did filming for the video lesson!
we gotten a mini tripod! =____=



mini stuffs do look cute but simply ,
zhong kan bu zhong yong!
meaning it doesnt seem good in using them!
the tripod is soooo short ;
wad can we film ? @.@
last week's tripod was big but was in good use! =)

no more crs lesson till the next next week!! (＊wheee ~)
but gonna "see" him on the net ;
meaning that i gonna do assignments given by him!!
issues AGAIN! =_________=

i simple cant escape from assignments!
i still have my laziness with me ;
being lazy to do assignments/homeworks .
nothing can be changed
cos i'm simply toooooo lazy to change!
(＊HEHE!)

i've finally decided to open my blog to the public! =)
no more password!
no more problems of entering!

CHEERS!


＊ but this doesnt mean i wont put pw again! (＊HAHA!)
if i wanna post any private post (＊i wonder will there be any) ,
i'll post it in my wretch with password!

http://comic.sina.com/f/2005-05-27/103055182.shtml
＊ this cartoon mv is cuteeee & nice!
song : wo ai ni by china dolls

5/11 's mfbbt was about 雌性殺手 ci xing sha shou!
meaning guy who is popular or attracted among female of ALL ages (from little girls to aunties)!!

there were 3 parts to the overall results!
& if not wrong , it applies for next half of the year . =)

first was the voting by 100 females!

most attracted:
1 ao quan
2 xiao yu
3 li quan

least attracted:
3 ke le
2 ah wei
1 aben

(＊poor aben!)

next , was by a professional who sees by the looks ;
and the results was wangzi , aoquan & weilian!


last but not least , was the horoscope!

most attracted :
1 scorpio
2 aries
3 cancer
4 aquarius
5 taurus

least attracted :
3 gemini
2 virgo
1 pisces

& it wasnt aben's day!
nothing went right for him .
even the horoscope!
(＊he's a gemini .)

of cos , as usual ,
aoquan won the name of being the atractive guy among all females!
(＊he do have supporters of all ages!)
& he's a scorpion! the one & only!
he even stuck out his tongue when asked who is a scorpio
& only he himself raising out his hand!
the way he stuck out his tongue was cute! (＊HAHA!)
cos dun really see him doing that! xD

i've created a new blogskin!!
using photoshop .
been thinking wad to design or put wad wordings
& finally , i came up with this!
hmms . its no use to be good at using photoshop ;
i still have my maya to improve on ~
creating models !
(＊not those models walking on the stage de la! LOL!)

ytd i've been a pig!
i sleep around eight plus (＊near nine?)
& woke up at around ten plus!
therefore , i've slept for at least 12 hrs!
spare me! i've been sleeping late for dunno how many months @.@
i'm simply being a ye mao zi!
BUT there will also be days which i'll tired
cos i'm only a human! =)

tmr's mother day! =)
dunno how this day will be celebrated! >.<